Bruised heart.

So its been 16 days since the doctor was here and my Sasha had to be put to sleep.
Her little tummy was filled with a tumor and she couldnt eat anymore.
When you buy a pet, you take on the responsibility for a life and that includes letting them go when they suffer.
I still look for her every morning when I get up. :-/
We've been looking in pet stores at new babies, because our other darling, River, is not doing well alone.
I know I'll love a new little furball with all my heart, but for now, its just... numb.