onsdag 14. januar 2009

little details













Walking in the sun on my way home from work, happy music making me feel all bouncy.
Lots of pretty things to see, yay for the camera in my phone!













onsdag 7. januar 2009

Its on!

I got the surgery!!!
March 23, my chest will be shrinking 4, maybe 5 sizes.
No more backpains!
Of course, I'm in for a month of hell after the surgery, but thats NOTHING compared to the last five years of constant pain.
I'll be able to look down and feel good about my breasts!
I'll be able to wear shirts that fit both my chest and my waist!!!
I havent been this happy since... hmm... *ponder*
well.. ummm... there was that time.. well...
Not in a very long time.

In other news, I'll be throwing a farewell-party for my chest some time before the surgery.
You are all invited.

mandag 5. januar 2009

So tired of it all

I don't have many rules in my life, (I find myself far happier not trying to hold myself back), but there are a few things I never, ever, EVER do.
I only buy free-range eggs. If I cant get happy eggs, I'd rather go without.
I don't buy or wear fur from animals that aren't used for anything but fur. I see no problem in wearing rabbit or sheepskin, they are raised for their meat and the fur would otherwise go to waste.
I never sleep with someone I know to be taken by another/in a monogamous relationship.
I don't mind sharing, and if someone in an open relationship makes a move on me, hey, we might have some fun.
One of my biggest fears is getting between people that care about each other.
I would hate to be the reason someone split up or ended their friendship.
(I guess I'm rambling at this point, but I don't care. My blog!)
I have broken my own rules, of course I have.
But I'm honest about it, to myself and anyone that asks.
I don't give a shit about what anyone but my very closest think about me, as long as I can look myself in the eye and know that I tell myself the truth every day.
I'm a slut. I'm proud of that. Lots of people have used that word to try and hurt me, but I wont let them.
I know myself.
I'm happy with who I am.
The world can take its teenage-drama and go fuck itself.