Getting closer.

Less than a month now, and what a month it will be!
My life is finaly beginning to pick up speed again after a winter that just never seems to end.
I feel like going out and seeing people!
The hair is going back to the brightest bubblegum-pink I can get my grubby paws on before the surgery. (anything to cheer myself up!)
I'm so scared of the pain and risks, but it wont make me shy away.
I will take this head on, and I'll come through with the people I love around me.
And on the other side... life is waiting.
The list of things i want to do just keeps growing.
I just want to feel beautiful and attractive again.

I know, I'm rambling again.
But this is MY blog dammit, and its not like anyone reads it much anyway.
So I'll keep going of at random and feel better for it.

For the three people that matter. All my love, for ever.

Bubbles and angles.

Someone is crazy.

The song says it all.

The never-ending drama.

....

There is one person, and ONLY one allowed to feel sorry for herself in all this.
The rest of you can get your heads out of your asses and grow the fuck up.


Hell... hell is other people.

you can all go jump in the river for all i care.
you made your bed, now you get to lie in it.
cheaters are the lowest of the low.

Nothing to wear.

But a closet full of clothes.
What does one wear to the opening of Fashion-week anyway?
I dont have huge diamonds and Dior dresses.
Blargh!!!