fredag 6. mai 2011

Like someone died.

Because thats what it feels like.
The feeling of loss is choking me.
I can distract myself for a while, five minutes, ten, and then something reminds me and I'm right back where I started.
I miss my best friend.
I miss the smalltalk during the day, I miss the goodnight calls.
I miss the love, the incredible feeling of being safe and protected and knowing that it will never end.
But it did.
And I still dont know why.
I just want to know why.
I'm desperate to know why.

3 kommentarer:

Anonym sa...

Sometimes you just need proper closure...

drengen sa...

I've been there too.
Several times in life.
And it does leave a scar. A scar that becomes part of you, and that you will cherish forever. There will be more such scars. They mean you have been living. So go on doing that - live and love.

Speider sa...

Proper closure means alot. God knows i mean that..