sooo.. ummm...

yeah..
yesterday wasnt so great.
my body kinda seems to be falling apart.
i've been having nosebleeds, upset tummy, cant keep my food down, and my mood is just all over the place.
i hate it when i'm screaming at hubby, especialy when i know he's trying to help, but i'm just so angry and i cant stop myself.
so i booked an appointment with my nice friendly understanding doctor.
(she is to nice, i bet you she eats babies or something)
maybe she can help me figure stuff out.
my enegy level is still completely busted, and my sleep-pattern is fucked beyond anything.
i go to bed no later than 23.30, because i'm so tired, but i usualy cant sleep untill much later, and then i keep waking up every time i turn over.
but i still wake up bright and early, no later than eight, and i'm up all day.
of course, since i'm so tired all day, i just sit around like a zombie, watching tv or surfing the net.
i wanna wake up. i wanna go out in the sunshine. i wanna feel alive again.
but its just not happening.