ok.. so..

i've been put on sleeping pills by my doctor.
its a very, very mild type, actually a kind of allergy-medicine really, that doubles as a knock-out.
i'm willing to juuust about anything at this point to get a full night of undisturbed sleep, so i'll be starting on them tomorrow.
last time i was this tired.. i was 18, in a school i hated with a passion,and it ended with me a complete wreck. but this time i have real friends and a doctor that cares. so i'm hoping it wont go that far.
fingers crossed all around please.