*Imagine I wrote something clever here*

I wish I'd started on the pills years ago.
So much hurt could have been avoided.
I wonder if this is what other people feel like all the time.
My head is so... quiet.
I can turn of the bad thoughts and the self-hate and breathe freely.
I can go out and actually talk to strangers and not be shit-scared.
The last few weeks have been an absolute whirlwind of fun.
I've done more kinky stuff than in the last year together, I've gone places I never thought I'd dare.
And most of all, I've been relishing in the feeling of being my own boss again.
I can flirt with whoever I want.
I can smile at people without worrying.
And I dont have to end a night of fun with scraping someone elses self-esteem up off the floor.
I had completely forgotten how good this feels!
And I must admit to enjoying being popular and getting offers.
It is so nice to be wanted, it is such a boost to feel ...dare I say it... sexy.
This is so far and looking out to continue being, the best summer in a long time.
Who would have thought it with the worst spring ever.