Ups and downs.

Am I the only one missing the sun?
I'm so completly dependant on sunlight to feel good.
Oh well, every day brings me closer to glorious wonderful spring and summer.
Sometimes I think I should have been born a bear or a Moomintroll, so I could hibernate though this horrible cold.
But then I would miss Christmas! And New-year!! Even if rockets are banned this year. *sob*
I looove buying prezzies for the people close to me, specialy the Hubby.
Dont get me wrong here, getting prezzies is AWSOME, but I love giving them even more.
Finding just the right gift for someone is such a kick!
I wont be getting much this year, since I already got my gift from Hubby. http://www.komplett.no/k/ki.aspx?sku=342517
Isnt she puuurdy?
I named her Lenore, like all my computers before her.

In other news..
I finaly told my mother about the Boyfriend!
And even if she dosent really understand, she just wants me to be happy.
I love my mother to bits and it was killing me not to be able to share how good my life is with her.
I really am all in on this.
Its kind of scary, but absolutely fantastic to!
My life is at last shaping up the way I want it, or at least it seems to.

I have my first apointment with the plastic surgeon on January 7.
Its totaly scary, because I dont know what I'll do if they turn me down.
I even.. well... I found this amazing pretty dress on sale that fits me everywhere but the chest.
So now its in my closet waiting for me.
I can get it exchanged.. but.. I dont want to think about that.
So keep your fingers crossed for me all you hordes of people reading this!
Also, if any friendly rich people see this, I'll need 30.000 to get it done if i'm not approved.
Just a heads-up.

Merry Christmas!!
*kissyface to everyone*