søndag 7. desember 2008

To hell with this!

Things that have gone wrong today.

-No sun, no light, crappy me.
-No money, no sushi, crappy me.
-Think I'm getting that lovely monthly visit, absolutly no positive feelings about anything that involves me taking my clothes of, crappy me.
-Hubbys car breaking down 5 min after him leaving his girlfriend, leaving me to face a night alone, panicking me.
-Dinner I had high hopes for tasting absolutly disgusting, me close to vomiting.
-My computer breaking down and I have no clue how to fix it, FUCKING ANGRY ME!

I have this nagging feeling that everyone I know is off somewhere doing fun stuff with/to each other, and I'm the only one left here, fat and disgusting as I am.
Paranoia is FUN!
I want a hug! I want to loose 10 kg overnight and still be able to eat anything I want!
But most of all, I just want someone to hold me very close and tell me that its going to be ok, that I'm not a vomit-inducing pigwoman and that the things in the darkness arent really there.
I want.. well, you know who you are, and what you mean to me.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Teq_FPun9K4

2 kommentarer:

Nora sa...

-No sun, no light, but it's nearing Christmas! With the ymmy food and yummy smells!
-I've got no money either, have you realised how tasty noodles can be? Just stir-fry some veggies and add some soy sauce!
-Well.. Nothing I can say really, part of life. But get on the pill and skip it once in a while!
-I just ate raw burgers because I can't cook. EWW!!!
-You have loads of geeky friends, I'm sure someone can help you out!

I'm not doing anything fun or anything with anyone you know. And you are beautiful! You have a husband who will always be there, AND a boyfriend and loads of friends! We all love you, the paranoia is without reason and you are defo not a womit-inducing pigwoman. Ask anyone.
*HUG!*

Nora sa...

Aww så fin kjole og sko! Du får vise meg i ferien :)