I've got a big being honest topic I need to get of my chest.
This is really, really personal, and might actually get me in pretty deep shit, but since nobody reads this anyway, I guess I should be safe'ish.
I've been faking it.
Yepp, exactly what you think.
I've been faking it for oh... about 15 years?
So if you've been intimate (gods, that is a stupid word),bleh, if I've fucked you some time during the last 15'ish years, odds are, I was faking.
Its not that the sex wasnt great, lots of it was, but the big finish has pretty much always eluded me.
The annoying thing is, I can do it just fine on my own. (To much info you say? Then gtfo, this is not the right place for you.)
But at least I've reached a point where I've got the backbone to start talking about it.
In my mind, that is a step in the right direction.
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Haha, thare are some who read this ;) (but no, you don't know me).
Just wanna let you know it's quite normal and I'm struggling with the same problem! Tell your partner(s) and try tot relax and trust them and yourself :) It's starting to work for me, at least.
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