Getting closer.

Less than a month now, and what a month it will be!
My life is finaly beginning to pick up speed again after a winter that just never seems to end.
I feel like going out and seeing people!
The hair is going back to the brightest bubblegum-pink I can get my grubby paws on before the surgery. (anything to cheer myself up!)
I'm so scared of the pain and risks, but it wont make me shy away.
I will take this head on, and I'll come through with the people I love around me.
And on the other side... life is waiting.
The list of things i want to do just keeps growing.
I just want to feel beautiful and attractive again.

I know, I'm rambling again.
But this is MY blog dammit, and its not like anyone reads it much anyway.
So I'll keep going of at random and feel better for it.